Pinecrest Bible Training Center
1968-2008

John 12:24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone.

Beginning in 2008 the vision and bible school that God so graciously gave Wade Taylor beginning in 1968 came to an abrupt end, falling into the ground and dying.-

We now wait for God to raise up and bring forth His seed of promise in another, that the vision fail not.

Summer 1989
The Wilderness of Paran
Charles Haun
Bible Teacher

It is beautiful. It is a wonderful place, this spiritual wilderness called Paran.

The Wilderness of Paran is "glory" or "beauty," according to the meaning of the Hebrew word "Paran," (6290 in Strong's concordance).

To see the wilderness in such gratifying terms, one must first become aware of God's intentions in bringing a person into the wilderness. Once a believer comes to this awareness, he can then begin to understand why and how glory and beauty are in the Wilderness of Paran.

THE WORKSHOP

The wilderness is God's workshop. He has designed it for us. He brings us to it, "even every one who is called by My name, whom I have created for My glory," Isaiah 43:7. We are brought there to see His glory, to relate to it, to learn from it, and most importantly, to be conformed to His image. We would prefer that God does all His work on us in green grass and beside still water. Although these and other lovely and pleasant places are part of our Christian experience, certain types of work are not accomplished in us, except in the wilderness.

The wilderness is a part of our development. It is necessary for our growth. It is God's method for opening our vision to Himself and to His provisions for us. It is that which the Lord uses to bring spiritual enrichment into our lives. It is a method that God uses to develop our faith and trust in Him. The wilderness is an essential part of the Christian life, whether we like it or not.

When I entered Bible school as a first year student, the Lord was like a bright light to me. His presence was so near and intense that I could neither eat nor sleep on a regular schedule. I loved the light. But after several weeks of this, it all lifted, and I found myself in total darkness, and dryness. I was in the wilderness. I was impressed. I was terrified. I learned darkness and dryness. More importantly, I learned many things which can be learned only in such circumstances. I learned that God is faithful tome, even in dryness. I learned that He could be my light, even in darkness. But the greatest event spanning those two years in the wilderness was the treasure I gleaned for myself. I came out with a complete trust in God. So complete that it defies description. So complete that I would expect no one to believe its extent. This treasure of perfect trust was worth the two years of darkness and dryness.

The wilderness was the place of opportunity. Here, from the Wilderness of Paran, the Children of Israel could have moved into greater opportunities. The possibility of taking the Promised Land was theirs. God Himself actually initiated the conquest of Canaan at this time from this place, as seen in Numbers 13:3. "And Moses by the commandment of the LORD sent them from the wilderness of Paran: all those men were heads of the children of Israel."

The wilderness may not be seen by some people as being a launching pad into an orbit of spiritual reality and living. But the wilderness is that, and more. It is a place of opportunity. The Children of Israel were brought into the Wilderness of Paran for the specific and expressed purpose of going farther, to possess the Promised Land.

There are two areas of blessing as related to the wilderness. One area is the blessings that are within the wilderness. The other area is the opportunity for blessings based upon the wilderness itself. The Promised Land was the opportunity for blessings based upon how the children of Israel responded to God in the wilderness.

LESSONS

God's direction can be seen and somewhat understood as the Israelites first approach the Wilderness of Paran (Numbers 10:12). "And the children of Israel took their journeys out of the wilderness of Sinai; and the cloud rested in the wilderness of Paran." This was not their choice, rather it was God's choice; it was God's direction for them. The Israelites simply followed the cloud, stopping where it stopped, moving when the cloud moved. Here, the cloud stopped in the Wilderness of Paran.

The first lesson to be learned is to follow the cloud. The believer must learn to follow what he knows to be the direction of God.

Don't be afraid of the wilderness. Times in the wilderness will become the only occasions when God imparts certain divine meanings and rich revelations to us. The wilderness will be the place of our greatest progressions in God. There are certain things which God can bring to us only in the wilderness, as we properly relate to His glory in the wilderness.

The second lesson to be learned is that we are not to complain and question God as we follow. "Why did the cloud stop here? Doesn't God know that there is no water here?" "Why does God lead us into the wilderness? To kill us because there are no graves in Egypt?"

The children of Israel followed the cloud to green grass. The name of the place was "Hazeroth." The stem of this Hebrew word "Hazeroth" (2698) means "green," "grass," "leeks," "enclosure." This Hazeroth must have been a luscious place. "The International Standard Bible Encyclopedia" refers to it as "the best pastures," (page 3067, b). This would have been most pleasing to those camping there. When we go camping, we don't like to camp in the desert, or in a wilderness. We like to camp in an oasis; we like to camp where there is much green grass and a stream with fish. How long are we allowed to camp in he green grass beside the still waters? Not very long.

We must follow the cloud. It moves from Hazeroth, as recorded in Numbers12:16. "And afterward, the people removed from Hazeroth and pitched in the wilderness of Paran." The green grass of Hazeroth is desired by all, but it does not fully and totally meet man's spiritual needs. The leadership directly under Moses failed in the green grass. There, "the anger of the LORD was kindled against them (Aaron and Miriam); and he departed," Numbers 12:9.

POINT OF VIEW

What is seen, or not seen in the wilderness depends upon our point of view. Our point of view is the direction in which we habitually look. "And it came to pass, as Aaron spake unto the whole congregation of the children of Israel, that they looked toward the wilderness, and, behold, the glory of the Lord appeared in the cloud," Exodus 16:10. The gaze of the Israelites had just been on the meat which they did not have, but desired to have. Only when they looked toward the wilderness did they see the glory of God. The glory of God was not in the meat that they desired.

The reason why many believers, upon many different occasions, miss seeing the glory of God is that they are looking toward that which they desire. They are looking toward Canaan Land, when they should be looking toward the wilderness.

If the glory of God is appearing in the wilderness, and we want to look longingly and constantly at the Promised Land, we may see the Promised Land, but we will not see the glory of God. When the glory of God has come to the wilderness, it is time to give the wilderness our attention.

A particular opportunity is seen in verse two of Numbers 13. "Send thou men, that they may search the land of Canaan, which I give unto the children of Israel." These men are going to search and discover. They are going to move toward that which God had promised them.

Although many are brought to the wilderness to see the glory of God, not all see it. The direction of our vision at any particular time in our life will determine what we will see. It will also determine what we are not seeing of that which God wants to show us. We will miss seeing His goodness if we constantly gaze at unfulfilled desires and long for the comforts of the flesh.

Let us lay aside our fleshly desires and follow our Maker without complaining and without questioning. As we accomplish these things we will see more clearly the intentions and purposes that God has for us.