Fall
1984
A Secret in Suffering
Betsy McKelvey
Pinecrest Graduate
“Surely he hath born our griefs, and carried our sorrows:
yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.”
(Isaiah 53:4)
In our walk of faith, I have come to realize that there is
a divine and glorious secret behind our suffering. This secret
has little to do with our individual trials and tribulations,
except as these testings serve to prepare us for our acceptance
of the burden of the Lamb of God, the Lord Jesus Christ. We
recognize that He is King of Kings and Lord of Lords. However,
He is also the Lamb who was slain for the sins of the world.
If it is truly our hearts desire to be conformed to the image
of Christ, we must come to understand that we are to identify
with, and become like Jesus, the Lamb who suffered humility,
shame, and reproach for the sake of righteousness.
As we follow the Lord, we must be careful not to be deceived
into thinking that the furnace which was heated seven times
is only for an elect few who have the strength, grace, and
courage to pay the price. This kind of thinking is in error.
This error is exposed when we reflect upon the life changing
drama that took place 2,000 years ago. I refer to the magnificent
God-ordained miracle of Christ that was divinely instituted
to change the destructive course of mankind.
On the dreary, black, ominous day the victorious nature of
the King of Kings was submerged and yielded obediently to
the lowly and docile nature of the Lamb who did not resist
death upon the cross. There upon the tree, He surrendered
and found Himself alone, battered, naked, and stripped of
all pride and self respect (Isa. 53:7).
I have come to learn that the “fellowship” of
His sufferings is an intricate and very necessary part of
the process of perfection in Christ. The Word of God in Romans
8:16-20, reaffirms this necessity: “The Spirit itself
beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children
of God; and if children then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs
with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may
be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings
of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the
glory which shall be revealed in us . . .For the creature
was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of
Him who hath subjected the same in hope.”
The word hope indicates a trust or confidence in security
with a guarantee. Being subject to vanity indicates that we
are subject to error, folly or uselessness, and given to vain
things that lead us away from our Lord. Therefore, suffering
is not a choice, but rather the inescapable result of vanity,
folly, and error. But God has given us a confidence, a hopeful
security with a guarantee. This hopeful security with a guarantee
is Jesus Christ, who made a way for sinful man to come unto
the Father by way of the cross.
Can we see that there is no substitute for suffering, nor
can suffering be tossed aside as something left to our individual
choice? As a follower of Christ we cannot choose to remain
comfortable, while a handful of others suffer for the cause
of Christ. This is consistent with the words of Jesus in Matthew
16:24: “If any man will come after me, let him deny
himself, and take up his cross and follow me.”
In any denial of self, as we consider the cost of coming
after Christ, suffering must be considered a significant part
of the process. The third aspect to the cross life, “Follow
Me” completes the cycle of suffering, and brings us
to the indisputable fact that “pain is gain” in
the kingdom realm. God’s high regard for the Lamb nature
is best expressed in Revelation 5:9, 13: “Thou art worthy
to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou
wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood . . .
Blessing, and honour, and glory, and power be unto him that
sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb for ever and ever.”
Through the wisdom of God, our suffering is not a form of
penance which is inflicted upon us. The secret of suffering
is this: our suffering is part of a process whereby God begins
to birth in us His burden for mankind. As suffering silences
the self in us, we are free to decrease, that He might increase.
After this process of self denial is well underway, it is
then in the resulting silence that we begin to hear the agonizing
cry of God for a people who will serve Him, follow Him, love
Him, and carry His burden.
Christ Himself calls us to accept this burden as we read
in Matthew 11:29, 30: “Take my yoke upon you and learn
of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find
rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is
light.” A yoke is a cross bar or band used in a servile
condition to manage a burden. Therefore, He provides the means
for us to manage the burden which He requests us to bear.
If one would follow Christ, there must be a conscious acceptance
of the process of suffering. However, this yoke is a profitable
yoke, a good and agreeable yoke, brought to a heart that longs
to know and experience the will of the Father. May God grant
His church the wisdom, grace, and courage to listen to the
silence of God. Perhaps then we will hear the voice of the
Father calling us into His service. “I heard the voice
of the Lord, saying, who shall I send, and who will go for
us? Then said I, Here am I, send me” (Isaiah 6:8).